I'm a mom of four and happily married for 17years. I love to read and write. The reason I decided to start this online diary is because I've been writing short stories for a long time. These stories are based on my fanticys the ones I know will never happen. Inside me there is this place that wants and craves the things I write about. I'm always worried that my family will come across the stories I've written. With this diary I can keep the things I write and not have to worry about anyone finding them. Also I try not to just write smut though I know thats what I'm writing I want my work to have a story, to be interesting, to be a story not just porn. And also I want to be able to put to words the stuff that I feel that doesn't fall into the perfect wife zone.